I just saw your messages you wrote to me in june last month. Sorry that i answer your messages just now.
I'm doing well right now, its been about a month ago that i had the last contact with my scammer and i am relieved that i no longer have contact with this evil monster.
I was so adicted to him wating for his calls and messages and now i have my old life back.
My heartache was over within a few days luckely.
But i have to pay my loan i took for him and it irritates me
that i will see the paying of my loan on my bankaccount every month because it will always reminds me of this evil monster !
But its just only money, i am grateful that i am in good health and have my family and friends around me although i will never tell them what happened to me, i will take this secret into my grave I dont want nobody to know how stupid i have been although i have forgave myself already for making such a stupid mistake.
I just had a vacation for three weeks and was staying at home, needed sometime thinking about my further life.
I still believe that there are good and nice people out there. I live by the day and will see what the future will bring me, I dont want to look on datingsites anymore.
From now on I will accept all that life will give to me and if i have to meet a man in my life than its my destiny and if not its okay with me than i have to accept that.
You asked me about the Malaysain Police. I had sent them an email to this adress:firstname.lastname@example.org
and they answered me with the text: Your email will be forwarded to email@example.com
for further action. So I hope they can do something about it.
Thanks for your nice words towards me, i feel strong now but sometimes when i see a sad story on TV i get emotional and have to cry, i think that is a part of the process of my grief.
Today i started working again and as i have a very busy job luckely i have less time to think about the situation i am in but i will survive all this and i have a very well paid job so i can pay off my loan but i think that their are women who are scammed and have financial problems and that makes me sad.
I even read that a woman had to sell her house. My scammer asked me to get a loan on my house or buy out my pension but i wasnt that crazy so i told him that i would never do that.
I strongley believe that one day these very ugly devils
will get paid for what they did to us, maybe not in this life but standing before God when they die.
I hate the fact that they uses the name of God all the time because they are such liers and misuses God for their scamming.
Greetings from Mirjam