8) This is the 8th letter and still have not replied to any letters
Hi sunshine NAME!!!
You know today I has come to see a letter from you and has not found
out it.
It will be very pleasant to me to receive it from you.
Why you did not write to me? Or did not you interest at me?
I appeal ask you to write to me because I very much I want to find the
good friend and very much I hope that you will become him.
P.S. Please check my new pics at
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
--
yours Nadejda Martischenko
lapa20074@gmail.com
Here is some of my pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
8) 9th letter
NAME, hope everything is fine with you.
I haven't got any letter from you.
I am in a bad mood. I thought you would cheer me up a little.
Well, I am not going to complain.
I just want you to understand that I can't write you often
and send really long letters though I want it very much. You
know that I have to use an Internet cafe as I don't have my
personal computer and a phone line. And I really can't afford
myself to buy it.
That's why I go to the Internet cafe as it is the only way
for me to have a connection with you. And the services of
the Internet cafe are rather expensive.
Hope very much for your understanding and I am waiting for
your letter impatiently.
Unfortunately, I can't concentrate today. I could sleep yesterday
and had been crying the half of the night. I felt very lonely.
I feel better today. Please, don't worry.
Next time I will try to be stronger and keep myself in hands.
May be I am just too tired. I have to work some extra hours.
My salary is rather small, it is only about $100 if to convert
it in american dollars. $100 - It month.My colleague is sick
and she is at home. That's why I need to do her work too.
I wished to call her, but unfortunately I do not have phone...
I do massages instead of her. And you know it is rather difficult.
Also it is necessary to be very patient. And you know people are
different. Someone are very thankful to you for your help.
And others think that should do everything they want. They
can't understand I maybe tired too. I dream of a desert
island. Sun, blue sky, warm water and you near me. Isn't it
a wonderful dream. And nobody there, only you and me.
Well, enough of my dreaming...
Tell me something nice, please. Make me feel good. If I was
there I would make you a massage with an oil to make you rest.
You deserve. And you would pay me for it with a sweet kiss.
Dear, I want to thank you for being in my life, for giving
me an opportunity to share my feelings with you. You can't
imagine what a relief it is and how important it is for me.
I appreciate your moral support very much. I feel it between
the lines of your letters.
Please, be careful for me. I want to see your other letter
very much. And to feel your warmth.
I send you my sweet kiss for free too.
--
yours Nadejda Martischenko
lapa20074@gmail.com
my pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
8) 10th letter
NAME, hope everything is fine with you.
I haven't got any letter from you.
I am in a bad mood. I thought you would cheer me up a little.
Well, I am not going to complain.
I just want you to understand that I can't write you often
and send really long letters though I want it very much. You
know that I have to use an Internet cafe as I don't have my
personal computer and a phone line. And I really can't afford
myself to buy it.
That's why I go to the Internet cafe as it is the only way
for me to have a connection with you. And the services of
the Internet cafe are rather expensive.
Hope very much for your understanding and I am waiting for
your letter impatiently.
Unfortunately, I can't concentrate today. I could sleep yesterday
and had been crying the half of the night. I felt very lonely.
I feel better today. Please, don't worry.
Next time I will try to be stronger and keep myself in hands.
May be I am just too tired. I have to work some extra hours.
My salary is rather small, it is only about $100 if to convert
it in american dollars. $100 - It month.My colleague is sick
and she is at home. That's why I need to do her work too.
I wished to call her, but unfortunately I do not have phone...
I do massages instead of her. And you know it is rather difficult.
Also it is necessary to be very patient. And you know people are
different. Someone are very thankful to you for your help.
And others think that should do everything they want. They
can't understand I maybe tired too. I dream of a desert
island. Sun, blue sky, warm water and you near me. Isn't it
a wonderful dream. And nobody there, only you and me.
Well, enough of my dreaming...
Tell me something nice, please. Make me feel good. If I was
there I would make you a massage with an oil to make you rest.
You deserve. And you would pay me for it with a sweet kiss.
Dear, I want to thank you for being in my life, for giving
me an opportunity to share my feelings with you. You can't
imagine what a relief it is and how important it is for me.
I appreciate your moral support very much. I feel it between
the lines of your letters.
Please, be careful for me. I want to see your other letter
very much. And to feel your warmth.
I send you my sweet kiss for free too.
--
yours Nadejda Martischenko
lapa20074@gmail.com
my pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
8) 11th letter
NAME how are you today?
do you have special plans at this weekend?
--
yours Nadejda Martischenko
lapa20074@gmail.com
my pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
8) 12th letter
NAME, here small poem for you!
Laying underneath the stars,
On a warm silent night.
Your arms are wrapped around me,
And everything feels right.
You kiss me sweet and softly,
I feel your warm gentle touch,
You help me feel protected
Under the sweet night sky rush.
My world before me is perfect.
There's nowhere else I want to be,
Except laying underneath the stars
Hand in hand, you and me.
Nothing could be more right,
There's nowhere else I want to be.
Let's take a walk my only love,
Hand in hand, you and me.
--
yours Nadejda Martischenko
lapa20074@gmail.com
my pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
8) 13th letter
Hi sweetheart NAME
Hope you don't mind me calling you like this. But you are
such a sweet person. And I am so happy having you in my life.
I am sorry for complaining sometimes in my letters. But
I trust you very much and I accept you as a very close person
and sometimes I allow myself to be a little weak with you.
I wish I could make something for you to thank you for everything.
Hope one day we will meet with you and be sure massage is
waiting for you. I am sorry for complaining in my previous letter.
I just wanted to share my feelings with you. Please, forgive me.
Sometimes I am trying to imagine how it would be when we meet.
And I am getting so romantic at this time that can even imagine
this situation in all colors.
NAME, do you want me to share this with you?
I am staying in the airport and there is a glass wall dividing
us from each other. I see you standing there with a bunch of
red roses. And I see myself in a light pink long dress. The
wind is blowing at my hair and my lips are so soft and I have
a pink gloss on them. I am trying to say something to you but
you don't hear me. I start laughing as you can't understand what
I am trying to say to you. And then you start laughing too.
I am coming closer to you. I feel so nervous and excited at
the same time. I see that you feel the same. I open my lips and
you hear at last what I tried to say some minutes ago.
"Thank you. I am happy!" Simple words but there is so much in
them. Thank you for making me happy. Thank you for being with
me. Thank you for make feel complete. Thank you for being in
my life. Thank you for everything.
Please, accept these words. This is what I feel now...
NAME, please, answer my question, do you want me to come to you or
not?
Of course, it will be in some time but I would just like to know
that one day we will meet with you and that you really would me
to be in your life. I can come to you with the visit for 10
or 15 days. I just want us to see each other and if we like each
other, we can start thinking of our future together.
You see again and again I share my feelings with you. Something
strange is going on with me. I feel butterflies inside my stomach.
And this feeling makes me feel very happy but scares me at the
same time. I think I have to think carefully what's going on
with me. All these drives me crazy but in a good way. I like
this feelings very much. Everything looks different from the
time I met you through the Internet. I myself look different.
There is something in my eyes, they sparkling. Even my friends
say this. They have noticed that some changes are happening in me.
Well, I will not torture you with my thoughts any more.
P.S. please check my new pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
--
yours Nadejda Martischenko
lapa20074@gmail.com
my pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
After this letter I did reply with a short letter
8) 14th letter she resent the 13th letter
8) 15th letter
My dear NAME!!!
Please, don't be shocked with what you will read now.
I was scared myself when I understood it yesterday. I was
thinking of what was going on with me. Every morning I get
up with the thought of you and every evening I go to bed
with the thoughts of you. There is some kind of chemistry
in the air. I can't live without your letters. I got used to
you so much. All I need now is to get a letter from you, to
know that you are well and you are thinking of me too. I can't
do anything, I can't concentrate. I go to work and it is a
torture for me as I can't really do anything, talk to anybody.
All I do is thinking of you. I think I am in love with you.
I know what you think now. I am scared myself as it is unusual
for me too. But I will die if you tell me you don't need me
any more. I would give everything in the life just to be with
you right now, to see your wonderful and kind eyes, to
understand that you feel the same. Every part of my body aches
for you.
I am mad at myself. This shouldn't happen to me. At least
I shouldn't tell this to you. This is wrong. But what can
I do. I can't just stand aside. I need you to understand me.
NAME, perhaps, you don't feel the same about me.
But I feel that you have something for me too. If you don't,
I will understand.
But I want you to know that I long for you. My love will be
enough for two. I know I can make you happy. I will be the best
friend for you, lover and a wife if you only allow me.
I am so much scared that you will not allow me to love you.
But you should know this feeling will always be in me as you
have captured the biggest part of my heart. And this will last
forever, I know. I have never felt this before especially to the
person I have never seen in real life. And I will be happy only
if you say that you feel just a little of what I do for me.
Please, take your time and write me. I will be counting minutes
till the time I hear from you.
Miss you badly.
P.S. please check my new pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
--
yours Nadejda Martischenko
lapa20074@gmail.com
my pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
8) 16th letter
What do you think about my last letter???
****
My dear NAME!!!
Please, don't be shocked with what you will read now.
I was scared myself when I understood it yesterday. I was
thinking of what was going on with me. Every morning I get
up with the thought of you and every evening I go to bed
with the thoughts of you. There is some kind of chemistry
in the air. I can't live without your letters. I got used to
you so much. All I need now is to get a letter from you, to
know that you are well and you are thinking of me too. I can't
do anything, I can't concentrate. I go to work and it is a
torture for me as I can't really do anything, talk to anybody.
All I do is thinking of you. I think I am in love with you.
I know what you think now. I am scared myself as it is unusual
for me too. But I will die if you tell me you don't need me
any more. I would give everything in the life just to be with
you right now, to see your wonderful and kind eyes, to
understand that you feel the same. Every part of my body aches
for you.
I am mad at myself. This shouldn't happen to me. At least
I shouldn't tell this to you. This is wrong. But what can
I do. I can't just stand aside. I need you to understand me.
NAME, perhaps, you don't feel the same about me.
But I feel that you have something for me too. If you don't,
I will understand.
But I want you to know that I long for you. My love will be
enough for two. I know I can make you happy. I will be the best
friend for you, lover and a wife if you only allow me.
I am so much scared that you will not allow me to love you.
But you should know this feeling will always be in me as you
have captured the biggest part of my heart. And this will last
forever, I know. I have never felt this before especially to the
person I have never seen in real life. And I will be happy only
if you say that you feel just a little of what I do for me.
Please, take your time and write me. I will be counting minutes
till the time I hear from you.
Miss you badly.
P.S. please check my new pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
--
yours Nadejda Martischenko
lapa20074@gmail.com
my pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
8) 17th letter
Hello my dearest one NAME!!!
NAME, how are you today? As for me I am not really in the mood.
I have a feeling that I did something wrong.
I have never thought this could happen to me. That I could
fell in love with the person I have never seen in my life.
I want to less the distance between
us so much, to take your hand, to look into your eyes and
to see that you understand my naive soul. I know I shouldn't
be so open. I have to be strong and keep everything inside.
I am too emotional but I don't want you to be scared and run
away. If I could be closer to you and if I could show you my
feelings. I want you so much to see me, to feel my touch.
I would kiss your eyes and say how I love you.
Again I am acting like a silly little girl. I am mad at myself.
But at the same time I can't stop. I want you to know my
feelings. I even thought of coming to you. And I have even
went the tourist agency to check about the visas. And
now I know that the best way for me to come to you is to
get a tourist visa. It will not take much time.
And they told me at the tourist agency that I have a very
good chance to get it. And it is a very good reason for
giving me a visa. I've checked that a visa will cost $360.
(visa, passport and medical insurance)
You know with my salary I just can't afford it. And I will
need your help. It's up to you, of course. But I really hope
you will be able to help me with getting visa.
NAME, please, think about it and let me know.
Do you want me to come to you?
Do you want to meet with me at last? I want it very much.
Hope you too.
I will give you the information for the case you decide to do it.
The best way to send money is to do it via Western Union
or MoneyGram. It is an easy and quick way to get it.
It is necessary to know the full name of receiver.
My full name is Nadejda Martischenko.
Kiev, Ukraine
And after sending money, the one who is getting money should know an
MTCN
(Money Transfer Control Number), the sum of money that was sent and the
full name of the sender.
Also you can send money on-line!!!
(please visit
http://www.westernunion.com and
http://www.moneygram.com
for more information)
Well, I hope that you will think on this information.
You have lots of food for thought.
Please, write me as soon as possible. I am waiting for
your reply.
Love you.
--
Nadejda Martischenko
lapa20074@gmail.com
my pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
8) 18th letter she resent the 17th letter
8) 19th letter
Hi, my darling NAME!!!
I understand everything quite well. But you should
understand me also.
I have to pay for visa in some days(During 10 days).
If I don't pay in time, they will just refuse me with it.
There are many people who want to get visa and to leave Russia.
So they don't pay much attention to you in the Embassy.
You just need to do all the paper-work and to pay money, only
after that they will talk to you.
You should understand what to receive in your country the visa
very difficultly!!! But now I can make all this very quickly and
without problems, there is only one problem, these are money!!
It is a shame to me to ask it you, and I never anybody did not
ask money. It is very a shame to me. But desire to see you very
big and consequently I ask your help.
So, dear, please, try to do what you can and as soon as possible. Y
ou are my only hope.
But of course, I will understand everything...
I love you and wait for your soon reply.
8) 20th letter she resent the 19th letter
8) 21st letter
Hello my dearest one NAME!!!
I offer to you that we should worry about our future meeting
very soon, because I think we will be more sure if I begin the process
of getting visa right now. This process can take about 1 week or
more... My darling, I will stay for three months, so we can have lot of
time to
be together...
I don't know but maybe if we decide to be together, I can stay forever
with you,
my dear!!!
What do you think about???
I want to be with you....
You are the man who was made specially for me...you are very strong man
and I
like you a lot!!!!!!
--
Nadejda Martischenko
lapa20074@gmail.com
my pics
http://www.blonda007.nm.ru
8) I wrote her a letter and told her I will not be sending any money
This is the last letter I have gotten so far