Am sorry you had to find us like this
The pain will come to an end and part of the healing process is to share your experience in a way that is safe to you
Please post up your scammer and then you can download all the information you have on your computer, in your mind and in your heart, a cleaning out as you will, this will then assist you in making more sense of it all and it will allow us to walk with you thru' this maze of bewilderment and grief
Please read any and all posts here as it helps to understand your journey
and you will have some very good laughs at the scammers
At this moment take your time, be gentle with yourself as you are a real, caring, compassionate person
Keep up your daily routine of getting up , opening your blinds and let the light shine in, make your bed, attend to your hygiene, eat at every mealtime, clean out your fridge, your cupboards, wash a wall. Take a book and sit and read for a bit, go and visit friends and spend time with your friend, we here will send her love and pray for her also for her wellbeing, go to the movies, treat yourself to a massage, a beauty treatment, have some retail therapy and take your friend with you, our lives are for ever changing and it is how we remember those moments so I hope you have many moments to share with us and with your friend before time moves on.
I am grateful to have meet you and we are here to walk beside you and give you a gentle hold when needed, we are just here and we are with you step by step