Marina Krasnova/Murugova; <marinavesnyhca@outlook.com/al33na.293@gmail.com>

[IceFM]

Hello dear xxxxx !!!! So, we continue our correspondence. I wrote many
letters, ten times I wrote to you about my life, about my thoughts and
emotions. You know, xxxxxx, I was thinking about my question. what am I
asked you! How my life changed after the change began conformity? Our
correspondence. We are not so familiar for a long time. It's not years
and months. It's only weeks, days. this is not a personal
acquaintance. It's just correspondence. But what has changed ???? !!!
Much has changed. Probably, one day everything will change! I'm not
joking, xxxxxx. Many changed for me. A new person has appeared in my
life. New person. it very handsome man. This is an interesting and
special person for me. He's my secret! I feel the attention and
interest of this person. I I feel his concern. I eagerly wait for our
meetings, for our correspondence meetings. I'm waiting for his letter.
I'm waiting, and I'm worried. If today from he has no letter. Or as
soon as he does not write at all. I have hope, and I have dreams. A
small dream is quite small ... And very delicate. I dream to be
special for this person. I'm dreaming touch his feelings, mention his
heart. I dream of being unique for him. I dream of hope! I dream of a
certain a secret that will be for us the most gentle secret. Maybe
this too few - ten letters. Maybe it's absolutely nothing, emptiness
... But for me this is the first step! For me this is a shy hope and a
gentle dream. For me it starts. What will happen in the future ??! Of
course it's me I do not know now what awaits me - I can just dreams
and hopes. But now I have interest and concern for a beautiful person.
And this one person YOU Kevin !!!! I like your letters, your
attention, I enjoy, your presence in my life. There are only ten drops
from the sea of ​​hope and dreams. This is only our census
acquaintance! the most interesting is ahead. Well, today I will finish
it. I hope you not tired of my reasoning, my businesslike reasoning. I
AM VERY GRATICAL to you. You make my life more interesting, bright and
give me moments for dreams. I hope only for you and forever .. Marina


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[IceFM]

Hello my dear xxxxxx !!!

What are you doing today? What's new? Well, I was very happy to hear
from you, because I miss you very much !!! I thinking about you all
the time, you are very dear to me.

xxxxxx, you know, today I woke up with the rays of the sun, which came
out of my window and my first thought was about you! I was putting
off my bed and thinking, guessing that there may be some A wonderful
day that we will wake up together like this and The first thing you
will do when you wake up kisses me and wishes me good morning, and I
will do the same for you. You know, xxxxxx, me I liked that idea Who
knows, maybe one day, it will be reality? What do you think? Would you
like this my dear, xxxxxx? Well, my dear, I'm finishing my letter, and
I'll be watching send your answer !!!

I miss you!

With sweet thoughts about you,Marina


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[IceFM]

Hello my dear, xxxxxx. Thank you for writing me again. I do this very
happy and it's to deliver me great happiness. How are you today,
xxxxxx? How's the weather out there ????? Spring is my favorite time of
the year. I hope that this spring I will remember for life. After all,
this is my intentions to meet you xxxxxx. This is a very important
event for me. I think I'm beginning to feel feelings for you. I hope
you do not mind my feelings for you? You're probably wondering why I'm
starting to feel Are you feeling like that? So that's it. I'm starting
to feel feelings for you because you, in my opinion, combine most of
the qualities that I'm looking for in the man of my dreams. Such
impression at me has developed on yours letters. I thought yesterday
what will happen to us next. You did not ask this question, xxxxxx?
I've already become attached to you want to see yours letters every
day. It is a pity that at the end of the week I can not write to you.
I very often think about you. I think that our friendship grows into
Something bigger. I hope you do not mind it? It is important for me to
know your opinion on this issue. I talked yesterday with my girlfriend
Masha. Masha asked me, do you really think that you have with him
maybe the future? I said that "yes" I believe that we can do
everything turn out. Your letters warm me as the sun warms the earth
and gives me life I'll look forward to your next letter, because we
are getting closer to each other with each letter. I send you the most
passionate kiss. I wish you a good day, my dear xxxxxx. Yours Marina


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[IceFM]

Hello my dear xxxxxxx

I'm glad that again I have the opportunity to write to you and read
your new letter. It means a lot to me. Because for that short The time
that I write to you I'm very used to you and glad to see your letters
every day. Your letters raise my mood and make my day. Last night I
was sitting at home and all evening thinking about you and about us. I
thought how wonderful that would be if we could be together. I really
want to meet you. In my opinion, fully know a person can only
communicate with him personally and seeing the eyes of a person. I I
found in you a lot of qualities that I was looking for in a man. I
like your open heart and kind heart. From your letters I can see how
you care about me and respect me and I appreciate it. We can write
each other 1,000,000 letters, but we will never know each other for
real. I want us to be together and develop our relationship is on. If
you want me to come to you. Soon I will have a vacation at work and I
thought. that it is very a good opportunity for us. Write me what you
think about all this xxxxxxxx. Good???? I will eagerly wait for your
letter. I give you are my most tender kiss and hug. Sincerely yours


Marina

[IceFM]

Hello my dear xxxxx. I kiss you, xxxxxx! Kiss you, my dear! It's really
a pleasant feeling to come to an internet cafe, and read your letters.
I will be happy to answer you. You are my Love , xxxxxx! Kisses! Kiss!
Kiss! I can not limit myself do not kiss you! I wanna be with you!
Only with you! I want to make you the most happy in the world! It's my
wish! I always think about you. it it's really hard to be so far away
from you. In my book there are many ideas. chapter! I want to be with
you and have a good walk in the park! I would I wanted to go to the
cinema with you to watch a romantic film! I want to have supper with
you for candles! It's all wonderful! Because you will be with me! With
you, I will feel easy! I will be myself happy girl in the world! It's
all thanks to you, xxxxxx! You are my Guardian angel! I want it to be
like this always! We will definitely happy together! It really will be
great, hold free time together! We can do many prophetic together! AT
our life will not be the words "You" or "I", it will be one word "WE"!
You agree with me? I think it's really wonderful! We will do
everything solution together! In this moment, I want to admit my
feelings. I I love you with all my heart and soul! Kiss you, dear
xxxxxx! Kisses you are my love! I'm really happy, you gave me consent
about our meeting. It's very-very good! Thank you, honey! Thus, way, I
can go to a travel agency and find out which documents are needed for
travel to your country. I will tell you everything like only this will
become possible. I think I can tell you all the news tomorrow. OK? I
want to be with you as soon as possible. I can not wait I'm waiting
for your next letter. I hope to get this soon time! Bye! For now, my
heart! Your love Marina


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[IceFM]

Hello dear how are you?How is your health?What do you have a new?I
adore you and how do I need you!!!I was understanding it again and
again - day by day - hour by hour - when I have not seen your letters
these days.I've been thinking about us for all of that time a lot -
anyway my careness,love,warmth and special attention to you made me to
increase my feelings to you. I hope that my romantic illusions comes
to pass someday.Please tell me what made you to keep silence and
forget about me?I need your answer.Your love and care warms me and
protects me!!!With great and everlasting gratitude,Marina

[IceFM]

Hello my love xxxxxx !!!

Today, I went to the travel agency "Bounty". To me advised to use the
services of this travel agency, my friend Masha. I went to a travel
agency to choose suitable visa for my trip to your country, + to find
out what documents are required for visa processing. In the tourist
agency, I was called the price for the provision of a visa. I was
offered a two types of visa: National visa - category "D", (that is -
A long-term visa granting the right to stay only in the territory of
the country for 180 days). This type of visa, Will do long + to all
this it costs expensive . This type of visa I deleted from my list.
You must understand that I am not going to stay in your country for
such a long period. My vacation lasts from 40 days. During this period
time, we can meet and learn about each other more than through our
letters. I hope you agree with my opinion ??? After of this, the
Travel agent offered a second option, to do tourist - category "C",
(This type of visa - gives the right to be in the country for a
certain period, and to travel throughout the country. This visa allows
you to stay in your country for 40-90 days. In this case, when you
re-travel, you can extend visa at the embassy. I believe that this
type of visa is very suitable for me for travel to your country. To
get this tourist visa, I must go to Moscow, where the embassy is
located. I will attend a lot of agencies, offices and organizations.
It is a common way to get a tourist visa, it can take many months. I
said tourist agent that I do not have so much time to wait. The travel
agent offered me a package of services (FPS.) FPS includes additional
payments for the category of visa, consular services, preparation for
interview with the commission. BUT!!! Tourist Visa agency removes all
problems and, thus, increases probability of obtaining a visa without
long delays. That is, I can get a visa in within 10 days). + To all
this cheap enough in my opinion, the price of such a visa will cost me
at 22 000 rubles or 360 usd. I have read the service agreement and
registered an application for a tourist visa. Now, it remains for me
wait for news from the travel agency, about my application for a
tourist visa. Here such news. My love xxxxxx, I spent at the travel
agency for more than two hours and strongly. But not looking at it, I
want to finish my letter on a positive note. I always think about you.
Now, I can not imagine life without our communications! During this
short period, I became very attached to you xxxxxx. Now, I can not even
imagine that a few We'll be together soon! I'm always looking forward
to the day when I can hug you and kiss you! I'm waiting for the day
Where you and I can walk for a walk around the city where you show the
sights your city! I always think of you and I hope that this day will
happen , As soon as possible. But, on this I will end my letter. My
love xxxxxx, as soon as I have news on the visa. I'm you be sure to
report this. I love you xxxxxx. Your love Marina


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[IceFM]

Hello my love xxxxxx

I have a wonderful mood today. Today, I met with his girlfriend Masha.
To share with your plans for a trip in your country. You know, Masha
approved my choice and agreed with my thoughts. She wished me a
successful flight, so that we have everything has developed in the
future .. I was so glad that Masha approved My choice . I hope that
one day, you are with Masha too will be friends. I very often think
about you. I so wanted to speed up the process of preparing documents
to come to you. But, on I can not influence the cooking process, all I
have to do is the moment is to wait. For me now the days are longer,
this is most likely due to expectation. But, I look forward to the
notification from the travel agency. As soon as I have news, I need
you report it. Good??? Most likely you have the most important
question for me, when I'm going to arrive in your country. My dear
xxxxx, I I would like to inform you about the date of my arrival. But,
the problem is that it does not depend on me. It all depends on
preparation of documents. I hope you understand this, xxxxxx ??? I I
can tell you the date of my arrival, only if my visa will be approved.
You do not have to worry about it, I be sure to write you an
approximate date of my arrival. Good, xxxxxx ??? Now we need only wait.
I forgot to write, the most important news. The clinic paid my
vacation money. Now, I have the necessary amount to cover the cost of
a visa. + the clinic must pay this month wages for 2 months. As soon
as I have all the money in my hands, I can cover my expenses (tickets,
hotel, other ...) independently without your interference. I hope you
did not think that I would be flying into your country without money
???? Here's the news My love xxxxxx, most likely on this I will end
my letter. I was very lucky that our fate intertwined. I do not want
to lose you . You are my prince on white horse and for your sake I'm
ready for anything you say, if only you will be with me. I will stop
this letter, and I look forward to hearing from you letters. I love
you . Your love Marina


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Дарья Семёнова
Россия, Ростов-на-Дону
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[IceFM]

Hello my love xxxxx

Thank you for your letters and for your expectation. For me it's very
pleasant that you have appeared in my life. For me, the most important
question. Dear xxxxxx, how do you represent our first meeting ???
Describe in detail their thoughts and ideas. Good?? You know, I was
trying to imagine our first meeting. I represent our first meeting,
so. You stand in airport with flowers and with a sign with my name
(most likely the same know what are my favorite flowers ??), I feel my
first fear, before our meeting. Most likely I will have a high heart
rate + I will have a fever. After I come to you with with your
luggage. I'll hug you tightly, and kiss. After that we will go taxi
(on your car) to your house (or hotel, then I do not I thought where
it would be better). After we arrive to the place purpose. I'll leave
my bags and after that we'll go for a walk Park, and you will show the
sights of your city. After a long walk we are with you xxxxx, we
return back and on this ends our day. In advance I'm sorry that I can
not more details describe our first meeting. Maybe later, I you will
definitely tell. Okay, my dear xxxxx ?? My love xxxxx, today I got a
call from a travel agency. To me said that probably tomorrow or the
day after tomorrow, the embassy will call on interview. I was very
glad to receive such information. Now days for me last as a month,
when I think of our long-awaited meeting. On this, I will end the
letter. I will try to write to you how possible soon. I love you
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[IceFM]

Hello my dear xxxxxx

My dear xxxxxx, I was happy to receive a letter from you. Today my the
letter will be short. I do not have a lot of time. I just , that came
from a travel agency. I decided to inform you good news right away.
The embassy called me to an interview. Now , I need to collect my
things and go to Moscow. Most likely, tomorrow in the morning or after
dinner, I will go to Moscow. This moment, I waited eternity, in my
opinion .. The travel agency has fulfilled its task faster than I
expected. It is rather connected with that monetary The amount I paid
to speed up the preparation of documents for visa. Now it does not
really matter. Most importantly, I'm going to embassy!!! Probably
tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I can get documents that are
required to arrive in your country. Tomorrow, I I'll write to you from
the Internet - cafe Moscow. Okay, xxxxxx ??? I I will tell you all the
news that will concern my trip. After how I will receive all the
necessary documents, I will have to Go back to the things to collect
the necessary things for travel to your country and most importantly
buy tickets to your country. Most likely my trip to Moscow will cost
me not cheap and stay there for a long time. At first I wanted to go
to Moscow to give interview at the embassy and wait for the approval
of the visa until some time. But!!! The contract says that I have to
buy tickets to your country only in a travel agency that helps me get
together Required documents. From superstition, I will not buy a
ticket before reception of documents. From the agency I'm convinced
that buying tickets it is possible only after the approval of the
visa. The travel agency said me, that many people do so. But, it seems
to me wrong. My dear xxxxxx, most likely I can tell you the date of my
flight, only next week. I very much hope that my visa will be
approved. If my interview at the embassy fails, I do not you have to
cancel all plans for the trip. But, in the tourist the agency assures
me that the visa will be approved. Many people applied for a visa to
their agency, and the result was very Positive 95 of clients to the
visa was approved !! I have a hope , that our meeting will come true.
In a few weeks, we can see each other at the airport. How do you
relate to this? I think it's You will also be happy. I will finish
this with my letter. Now I'm going home to pack my things. My dear
xxxxxx, I have a last request for you. I want you to in the next
letter, the data about the nearest airport in its city. Good???? It
will not be a problem for you to send a title airport ?? My love
xxxxxx, I hope to get an answer from you that will bring me support. I
love you xxxxxx. Your love Marina


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[IceFM]

Hello my love xxxxxx, I hasten to inform you that I arrived in Moscow.
You will find it strange that I write to you so late. But, I was
getting to Moscow by bus. The distance between Moscow-Izhevsk is 1200
km + there were stops. This trip made me very tired. My love xxxxxx,
today my letter will be brief. I hope that you are not upset my short
letter ??? It remains a little more, tomorrow I will go to the embassy
for an interview. I must write to you about the results of my visit to
the embassy. Well, my dear xxxxxx ???? Today I am very tired. Tomorrow
I will write you a more detailed letter. On this I will finish my
letter. I love you xxxxxx. Yours love Marina


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[IceFM]

Hello my love xxxxxxx

I recently left the embassy and I immediately decided to write to you.
I am writing to you letter, and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I
would talk with you for a long time. But, unfortunately, now it is
impossible. But, I'm sure that our meeting will soon take place and we
will talk personally. Kevin, I want to tell you about the commission
in Moscow. I hope, is it interesting for you . Most likely tomorrow,
I'll write to you from my own cities. Most likely I'll come to Izhevsk
in the evening (I'll go again to bus, as it is sparingly). Most
likely, the embassy will approve visa for travel to your country.
Because, I tried a lot. Now, I'm worried, you must understand this. I
never thought that the commission will ask me unusual questions.
Consular officer asked me: the purpose of my visit to USA , questions
about my family, the question of knowing English. After , how I
answered all the questions. The consular officer asked additional
questions about my financial and family situation in Russia. I
responded to all questions honestly, directly and openly. The consular
officer said that I must wait for a decision on the approval of the
visa. I hope that my visa will be ready in a few days. The
representative of the embassy immediately informs travel agency about
visa preparedness. After that, I will buy a ticket to your country USA
. After I buy ticket, I will inform you of the date of arrival. Now, I
again have to wait for news from embassies. Now for me: "Waiting is
worse than death." I do not I can concentrate on nothing. My heart is
so worried, I can not work. The Consul said that the decision will be
made after a few days. I'm so excited. I so want this little dream to
be truth. I just want to see my loved one. I think that God will help
me. I just want to meet you. I already see us together, and I'm
plunging into dreams. I want to build a ship with you to sailing in an
unlimited ocean. I want to meet you at dawn and see the sun set. We
will sail on our ship, and our love will light our path. We will look
at the stars, we will meet together the dawn of the sun. If there is a
storm, our love will protect us. If there is peace, our love will be
blown. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will sail in the ocean of
love and oblivion and nothing can separate us. We will call our ship -
"Dream". It will be our small ship, but very strong. because that we
will make our ship faith, hope and love. Impossible wait for your
dream to fall from the sky. We need to go to this dream. It is
necessary to clean and build a road. If in the heart there is faith
and dream, if in the heart there is love and hope, it is necessary for
achieve dreams by all means. I do not sit still. In my life there were
very few easy moments. On this, I try to do everything, so that my
dreams come true. I understand that now it's only a dream. But these
dreams will brighten up my life. I hope that your xxxxxx. My love
xxxxxx, I promised to tell you more about my dreams. Today I kept my
promise. On this, I will finish my letter. I will write to you as soon
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[IceFM]

Hello my love xxxxxxx.

Dear xxxxxx ,I have received your electronic letter . I was very glad
to read him . Your letters install to me unlimited quantity of
confidence. Having read them I become the omnipotent person. Very much
has changed from the moment of our acquaintance. I, think, that I
began to live only after acquaintance to you. Till this time I only
existed. After our acquaintance my life has sharply changed in the
best side. It has noticed not only I. My fellow workers, my friends,
even my patients - all have noticed change in my life. Everyone ask
the same question. It is interesting to all why I look so happy....
From road I am very tired. I as have reached a house and have gone to
bed. I think that I knowingly have visited to Moscow. From trip I
still had many positive emotions. I when did not go on so important
affairs, therefore strongly worried. On road to Moscow I with anybody
did not communicate because thought of interview in embassy. I
experienced that any failure can visit me. I was afraid that can give
up to me in reception of the visa. But my experiences appeared are
vain. On interview to me did not give the exact answer. In a corridor
I have waited the person which was in the commission and he has told,
that I should not worry. Has told that in two or three days
representatives of embassy will contact travel agency and will cause
me to Moscow for reception of the visa. Therefore I have gone home
with quiet soul. Now I need to wait the answer from embassy then it is
necessary to buy the ticket in your country, to go again to Moscow to
receive the visa and to wait day of a start. The second trip to Moscow
does not deliver me of inconvenience. The ticket to me will need to be
bought in Izhevsk from representatives of travel agency. To take off I
should from the Moscow airport because I will need to come in embassy
and to receive the visa. It would be convenient for me to take off
from the Izhevsk airport but for this purpose to me some days in
Moscow should to live and to wait for readiness of the visa. Moscow
not city familiar to me. Hotels cost very dearly and it is terrible to
me to be in Moscow one. Therefore I have chosen not absolutely
convenient, but a safe variant. Today I went to travel agency and told
him about trip to Moscow. They sincerely were glad for me.
Unfortunately the Embassy yet did not contact travel agency. I think
that has passed not enough time. I think tomorrow or the day after
tomorrow representatives of embassy will cause me for reception of the
visa. I want that it has taken place as soon as possible. I want to
buy as soon as possible the ticket to you and to wait for day of a
start. Dear if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow me will cause for
reception of the visa I shall buy the ticket to you for 27-26 June . I
shall buy the ticket with a stock of 5-6 days. I shall better lead
these days pending. Suddenly there will be unforeseen circumstances.
Dear, I finish the letter and I shall go home. I need to prepare much
for all for the period of the absence. I love you and I want to be
only with you. The feeling of love amplifies every new day .

Your love Marina.


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[IceFM]

Hi my dear xxxxxx !!!

Loved my visa is available, but I can take away her only after I shall
redeem the ticket in your country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall
buy the ticket in your country but only after to me inform from travel
agency, and will tell, that my documents are completely ready. For
arrival to you. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how
it is to be thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as
well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it
helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time
without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study,
with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some
times I get along doing chores around the house, listening to music,
or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times
that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little
I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that
it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting
hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that
possible.

On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to
think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible
results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned
that as careful that I may be, there is always something that can go
wrong. So why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like
others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious
as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is
to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of
thinking. And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person
on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist,
I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to
live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one
can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so
much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it
and make it come true.

So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a
relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not
easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first
we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, I
think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make
the dream come true. Like I said before, there is a lot to talk about,
a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it
takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have
a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or
solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how
well we get along.

There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we
will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have
shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something
great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every
day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient
and wait for that moment to come true.

With hugs and tender kisses, Yours love Marina...


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[IceFM]

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Hello my dearest xxxxxxx!

Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed
good news. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to
go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of my start. I'm
immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!! Dear I it is
very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I addressed the
company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how, as to me have
explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be
able to go to Chicago on the 2 July, and how much it would cost. They
said that the ticket would cost $1300 USD. I asked them to find a
cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it turned
out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quickly, the date
is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them
to offer me other variants of the flight. We found the most suitable
one. The flight, is on the 4 July . The ticket costs $1080 USD. I
asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they refused to do it
having said that they had a lot of clients. They cannot reserve my
ticket without advanced money. I was imploring them. But it did not
work. They said that they would help me with great pleasure but they
couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was so disappointed.
Then I asked the mif I could give just a part of the money. But they
did not agree again. I asked them for a long time saying that my
fiance xxxxxx is waiting for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I
would burst out of crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service
worked agreed to reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too
little time to pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the
rest of the ticket price, I would loose the money I'd already given to
them. I was angry, but they explained that it would be very difficult
to sell the ticket for the plane which is flying. They would have to
lower the price. I agreed. They told me to pay $368 USD. But it was
too much for me, because I had only $240. I asked to wait for me
during 11 hours. I went out of the room. Masha met me at the door. I
told her everything. She understood everything and advised me to pawn
our treasures to a pawnshop. xxxxxx, it was very difficult for me to
agree to do it. I did not want to burden Masha. But at the same time I
want to meet you, xxxxxx very much. We pawned the treasures, I got $128
USD and I paid the part of the ticket price $368 USD. It was my last
money, it was for the plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was
very difficult for me to tell you this story. I have done all what I
could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for the part of the
ticket. But this was not enough. The money was not enough. I did not
want to burden you. I wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I
thought my money would be enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty
muself. I did not manage to do all myself for our meeting. I thought
nothing would prevent me from meeting you. But I must pay the rest of
the money for the ticket It's just $712 USD. I must pay it till the 2
July. Otherwise I will loose the money I have paid and i will loose
the chace to see you. And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop.
Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to come to you
with my own money. I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm
ashamed of asking you to help me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay
me the money I'd earned. I really hoped to get this money. It would
solve all the problems. But I'll get the money from the clinic in a
month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to hold up the
payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money earlier,
but thay refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the money
necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not get
money for a long time. I think it's because of the financial crisis
and terrorist acts in in Northern Ossetia. Probably I must say to you
that I will not be able to meet you because I will not be able to pay
the whole sum of money myself. Of course I realize that I should not
ask you to give me the money. But at the time I cannot just that I
will not come to you. I have done too much to organize our meeting. If
I refuse to meet you it will mean that everything was in voun. It's
terrible for me to refuse to come to you, I have done all what I
could. Now I want you to help me and I think there is nothing horable
if I ask you to help me. Of course I realize that be you have no
feelings to me and be you're not interested in our meeting. I
understand that the sum of money is too big. I know itand that's why
it's more difficult for me to ask it from you. But at the same time
any person can find himself in my conditions. And now there is only
one thing which I can do. I just must say that I will never come to
you. But I do not want to say so, because I want to meet you. That's
why I must be honest, I need your help. Of course I understand that I
must not do it. But I'm an honest person. I'm ashamed of asking you to
help me, but life is a difficult thing, everything can happen. Of
course it's up to you to decide if you want to help me or not. It's
bad, but not fatal. I will loose my money. It's bad but not mortal
either. $360 USD which I have paid for the visa, for consular
gathering 131 usd and for State Taxes 90 usd, for the ticket to Moscow
and back 220 usd, for hotel in the city of Moscow 110 usd, and $368
USD for which I have paid for the ticket are too much for me. But I'm
not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In fact money is just
paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's why I was the
first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want all my efforts
to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if you can help me
to organize our meeting please send me the money till the morning of
the 2 July. Please forgive me my words. I say so because I'm in
despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm afraid. I need
you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe me, I'm honest
with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And all my efforts
spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is too big for you.
I did not want to ask you. I can do everything myself. My loneliness
made me strong. I had always been living with my own efforts I always
relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me very cellcom, but now I
ask you to help me. I will give you all the money back as soon as I'm
able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need you. I do not know if my
letter satisfaction you or disappointed. But I have written you an
honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for you. I
ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight.


14:40 − 15:55 2h 15m
SVO Sheremetyevo International Airport→WAW Frederic Chopin Airport
LO-676 · LOT POLISH AIRLINES
Stop at Warsaw WAW 0h 50m

16:45 − 19:35 9h 50m
WAW Frederic Chopin Airport→ORD O'Hare International Airport
LO-3 · LOT POLISH AIRLINES · BOEING 787-9

With love yours Marina